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la femme
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
@ 6:53 PM
One more paper to go and I'm totally not in the mood to study. That last paper feels so extra, being the only paper during the last week of exams! I started the first week of exams with 2, then 2 more papers the week after. And then, that last paper... Why did I even bother taking that paper? Because there isn't any other modules to take... Sob sob...I wanna start watching shows on youtube, but if I start now, I will slack and leave the revision till the last minute. Which I don't want it to happen... Badly need to do well for this last paper so that it won't affect my overall grades. Grades again! Argh! What's more, I need to start on my special sem once the exams are over. So, basically, I have only 3 days to rest and re-charge before I need to go back to lessons, for 5 weeks... At least I think it will be easy. Gonna s/u for sure, don't wanna make the same old mistake again... Anyway, I'll feel easier if I s/u it, especially if I'm gonna work during the hols... :)What is it with people anyway? Why make me feel like I'm the guilty one for not wanting to go out to dinner? I can choose not to go and you can choose to go... Don't make a face in front of me as if I thwarted the dinner plans... What business is it of yours whether I wanna eat out or not? Don't change your plans just because I don't wanna eat out. Can't I have my own personal space? Sometimes, it really sucks having to live with your family, especially one who insists on doing everything together. There's no freedom!Bad mood... Don't irritate me anymore...
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Monday, April 23, 2007
@ 1:50 AM
I should really start to be more studious at this point in time. Two lit exams for the week and I'm not even halfway through.. If I have to give a reason why, I'll give it to an external reason. And that will be that 'Sour Sweet' is impossibly boring a novel. I'll not say that the reason is because I'm a slacker, studying only when I feel like it and abandoning it during other times.. Guess I'm not a very studious student by nature, I would have scored flying colours if I am and try my best. Since I'm not really studious by nature, I have to force myself to study hard, yes, HARD, for the rest of the exam period. I really want As for this semester's exams. I don't want to be stagnant and be happy with B+s on my transcript. I want As and that means I have to get back to studying after almost an hour break after finishing Orientalism. I'm not a genius, and so that means I need to put in more effort than people who are achievers. Genius = tian caiThe ongoing joke I share with my sis. She's chun cai while I'm tian cai. Haha..But this tian cai needs to go study now so I can be a real tian cai..Lame, I know.. But I can't help it..Opps..Sorry.. :p
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
@ 11:13 PM
I'm sentimental.. The good old times I shared with my friends.. Sometimes, when you look back to the past, you can't help but regret some of the choices once made. It's a never ending cycle.. They always say the best things in life are those that you missed out on, whether intentionally or otherwise.. I'm starting to understand, a deeper understanding and at the same time regretting some of the choices I once made.. But since I have made a choice, I have to stick by it and do the best I can.. Like they say, you cannot live your life all over again.. And so you should make the best of what you have and lead a fruitful life.. Looking back on split milk will only make me miserable.. What am I talking about? Ignore me, I'm sentimental.. and not thinking straight.. Tomorrow will be a better day! :)
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
@ 3:29 PM
I just acknowledged the science pe. Now, I'm officially doing special semester I. But that is still a month away. More important things are awiting me now. I don't need to say out loud what it is. You know...
The weather for the past week has been strange, or rather crazy. Yes, crazy is the right word to use. For almost every single day in the past week, the mornings have been bright and sunny. Of course, it is also hot and humid! And then comes the afternoons where the weather takes on a drastic change. It becomes rainy, cold, and irritating. Today is no different. When I went out to buy my lunch, the weather was hot to the extreme. And when I was taking my lunch, the weather suddenly turned bad. Yes, suddenly. And I'm not exaggerating. I witnessed it with my own eyes. The sky just turned dark right in front of me. What is happening to the weather these days??? I met strange people for 2 days in a row. Firstly, yesterday on the mrt, I talked to a stranger for the first time. What happened was I just finished talking on the phone and the auntie next to me turned to me and asked what 'wen qing lu' was in English. She said that was the first time on the NEL. I told her it was Boon Keng and went back to doing to my things. Come on, it was strange talking to a stranger and acting like you know each other well. She then went on to tell me why she was going there and all. In short, she just kept talking. What else can I do but to listen to her? It was just strange and weird though. Guess I'm used to it. Then today, while waiting for the green man to come on, an uncle on bicycle rode over to me and tell me to just cross the road and not wait for the green signal. What?! What business is it of yours whether I cross or wait? To top it off, he said it in a very condescending manner. I was thinking, you are telling me to cross the road when it's the red light in a T junction and you dare tell me that in such a way??? I was super baffled and not mention irritated. Strange people abound... Strange people and strange weather. It's a strange strange world and not a big big world... Countdown to my new wireless: 6 days excluding today... I'm waiting...
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Friday, April 13, 2007
@ 11:06 PM
I got the animation science pe! Yeah! Super excited, haha. Maybe a little exaggerated, oh well. I haven't acknowledged the pe yet, but then I have till the 17th to do so. A lot of time still. But not really. I just wanna use words to hide the fact that time is running out. Today's already Friday and my first paper starts on Tuesday. To top it off, I haven't finished studying yet. Still have a lot more chapters to go. I had thought the paper would be easy. But now I really have to work hard. There will be a long essay question then where I have to explain a concept and give relevant examples to back up my argument. Sounds a lot like lit essays huh? Only it is not. Haha. I'm stressed! Need to go and study yet again. Hopefully I get 2 more chapters in before I hit the bed tonight. Will I? Yes, I will. Faith keeps me going... :)
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
@ 10:33 AM
In class now. Waiting for my turn to do the presentation and get it over with. I don't have to try too hard. Time limit for each group only 5 minutes! And to think she just said it, when we are halfway through the whole presentation session. Argh... She's a super bad communicator. She doesn't tell us things before hand, she just suddenly pops new information out every single time. Duh! I just wanna get the whole thing over with and then hide behind my computer doing my stuff while the others present. If not, I'll be super bored! Wish myself good luck then! Yeah!Finished presenting. In 5 minutes. She caused us off. Exaggerated, but true. It's the first I finished my presentation in 5 minutes flat. What's the use of presenting if we have to do it in 5 minutes? The whole essence of presenting is lost. LOL!
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
@ 9:46 PM
I changed my layout yet again. I'm a change freak... Haha... Just that I don't really like the old one, even though I like the picture. Yup, that picture was the only thing I like about my old layout. Whatever...
I did the e-learning for communication studies today, at home. Yes, at home. After days of 'temper-throwing', my modem finally decided to work. :) Not that I care much, new wireless is coming soon. Yeah, yeah! By then, I can hog online for as long as I wanna and feel like it... Wahaha... Coming back to the e-learning thing, it was a shock for me. I half-expected to see my lecturer's face... Haha... However, that supposed e-learning turned out to be ppt slides only... Sian... After which I proceeded to do the quiz and I got 14 out of 15. Not bad, but I was expecting a full score, because I had the textbook in front of me! Wonder where I went wrong??? Hmm... As for the essay question, I can only hope for the best and get the bonus points successfully... Will I? Yes I will... :p
Going back to school tomorrow to watch Shanghai Knights. Did I get it correctly? Should be, haha... I can sleep till my body alarm wakes me up tomorrow and go to school to watch the movie and take down notes... Life is good...
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Friday, April 06, 2007
@ 2:35 PM
I'm finally back online after such a long period. Now I realized how important a place internet holds in my life. I simply can't do without it... Like yesterday night, when I was writing my essay, I wished I could go online and chat with my friends over msn while doing my work. It will make work so much easier and lighter. Instead, I got through it alone... with my music... Haha... I'm exaggerating, aren't I??My bro gotten the chicken pox bug... Poor him... He has to get it when it's his school holidays... Now he can't go out with friends or go for his archery practice, which he loves to bits... It's a bad holiday for him... As for me, I worry about catching the virus from him even though I got the vaccination. With the exams coming and all... sigh... Hope he gets well real soon... He's an extrovert and yet he has to stay home... Hmm... Ok, I shall stop here. I need to study for my comms studies first before I do the e-learning session... And I hope I won't stay away for too long... Online, I mean... :)
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