I can't help but to keep thinking back to what happened today. It was a very **** moment.
Felt that I could have done better but didn't. Felt that my brain could have turned faster but didn't. Felt that I could have been more observant but didn't. Felt that I could have vocalised my thoughts out loud better but didn't.
I hate this side of myself.
It makes me feel vengeful, of the world and the things that rotate in it.
It makes me want to hide myself in a hole and cry.
It makes me lose confidence in myself.
This is not me!
